This one is for me

This page is not about me
But I have to clear the air
about somewhat that has been said
part of it is my fault,
my input it has been rare

First off, your opinion was made in secret
together making a concoction
Trying to figure me out
passing it on for an adoption

I'm not wasting away in depression
for the most part I'm happy as can be
I'm never worried about inspection
for real?
who's the one uneasy when your around me

Don't get me wrong,
 I've had some downer days
But sometimes it is well needed
to see clearly with no haze

I'm more confident than ever
But pride has passed away
I know myself so well
and sorry, I'm here to stay

If I talked, would you listen?
or take away what you want to hear
My gosh, your superficial
your words I do not fear
I'm just being me
I hate to crush you dear

I can already tell you're getting offended
probably because I'm right
but that's not what's intended
ask me a question I won't bite

There is more than your perspective
some will never see
You're a terrible detective
from the truth you'll always flee
too caught up your thinking
of what you want me to be

You have to try to grow
That's what ive entertained
but i'm not putting on a show
while you try to sustain

Of course I want to prosper?
have money from a tree
But why would that be the focus?
If It would blind how I see

people have already been affected
by things that I have written
Encouraged by the words
but you have just been smitten
Keep calling it absurd

It was hard to come out
Be honest as I write
so if you want to pout
I guess it will be alright

I'm not writing for your approval
This stuff is what I love
If you have a problem your removal
will the product of.

In works there is NO redemption
That's why I have the father above?
I write for truth, and no suppression
I'm at peace just like a dove

You think I'm sensitive?
well I have a heart?
But truth will not hurt me?
nor will the crap that's in your cart.

writing is something that I love.
so go ahead and get offended
you'll only hurt yourself
but that's not what's intended.
so ill pull another one off the shelf

The only thing that makes me really tick
Is faking how you care
But out of it I get a kick
because it honestly isn't fair

If you have an apology ill take it
or at least just clear your chest
break down the walls that you have made
We must refresh.. for that is what is best

Of course, there's more too it but I will let my writing do the talking. Ill check back in again to cover some more area's that need to be discussed, but there is more important things that need attention.      I love you guys. Let's continue to grow.

Keep the emails coming in, I'll do my best not too take so long for now on, I wasn't expecting them.

Panic4VanityKills