Stand up, you're playing in your fertilizer

It's easy to become bitter But stay joyful in the truth Fight for what is right Before you lose a tooth I'm turning my hat backwards More focused than I've ever been There are no words that can stop me from writing rights known within But here is what I know Confidence cant be in myself Only in what God had told us If he were santa, We should strive to be his elf I have no need for gifts I just want want I deserve but even if my spirit lifts I'm not above the fkn curve When I try to do it my way gravity pulls me down The word of God is in me And exposes the rest as a clown It's easy to be cynical afraid to take a stand we've all fallen short of judement But for better we demand Instead of cowering in the past we are free for reprimand -Panic4VanityKills-Rejoice4WeAreFree-


 Free,
well if I even want to be
not to put in context the county or economy
but I keep choosing not to choose
with everything to lose
You'd think id find the will
to stand my ground
and put aside my blues
 how fly
she said" I'm kite flying",

because i'm a flying kite
The wind is currently dying
   see I wasn't satisfied
with the air and stability
I longed to ride with the wind
I traded ethos and credibility
Now I only have [   ]